nEw LiFe...lObO-inG...

TiMe really FliEs! This is aLrEAdy the 3rd wEEk that I haVe left AP... Fast huh? Was really LaZy and reLAxeD for the 1st 2 wEEkS (now still very nUa) that I hAd not bEEn seNding resUMes....and eNd up nO intERviEWs. Like that hOw to gEt jObs?!?! Told mySelf that $$$ is drYing sooN, gOtta bUck up and be mOre eAger in appLying, so maNaGed to foRce mySelf to seNd soMe this wEek. FreNs haVe bEen reCommenDing jObs to Me & I tHaNk tHeM fOr tHat! HoPeFullY I wiLL wOrk and gEt pAiD wiTh whAt I wAnt sOOn.

sO, hOw haVe I bEEn spEndinG mY tiMe?
I haVe bEEn trYing tO cAtcH uP wiTh thOse FreNs whOm I'D leFt ouT whEn buSying iN AP. bEEn taNNing a lOt wiTh tHeM (nOw daRk daRk - ppLe sAy i lOOk liKe aFriCan kiD); caTchiNg mOvieS, waTchinG VCDs (cAn reaLLy sAve whEn i cOOp mYself aT hOMe) & slEEpiNg! heehee....beaUty sLeeP (but mY piMpLes aRe stiLL poPPing liKe nO nEEd $$$ leh! tOt sLeeP iS beaUty bEcauSe cAn cLeaR aLL thAt? b*llsH*t?). I tHinK I aM a MJ freaK. YeaH.... liMiTed reSourCes liaO, stiLL cAn plAy...SiGh...
cOOking? neH...tOO teDious liAo...wAiTiNg fOr a kiNd soUL tO dO thAt. AnY taKerS?

LasT dAy

Today is my last day with the company... A bit at a loss of how to react....Will I cry later? Mixed feelings.....Sigh.......People are good, environment not that bad, then why the hell am I still leaving??!! Just feel that it's time to move on (to dunno where) and get out ba....Feel injustified maybe?
4 years+.......say long, not long; say short, not short......how could I be so firm to insist in leaving? I haven found a job....No huge savings to last me to idle....I have nothing....
Please lead me a way....