I am an 阿姨 liao!

My sis gave birth liao! I am officially an Ah Yi now!

Weighing at 2.865kg, this little baby came to our world on 26th November 2006, 1139hours, about 2 weeks earlier than "forecasted". Sis was ferried to hospital at about 7plus in the morning, after having contractual pains since 3plus. She still wanna have Mac bfast at 6plus! Thank goodness her parents-in-law din let her have the chance. (She still can dilly-dally huh...)

Went to Mount Avernia Ward 358B in the afternoon to visit the family of 3. Baby was already in the arms of the still-in-pain mummy! Baby is soooo cute and little!

Cute Sad Cat

Though not one of my fav animals,
but this is one of my fav pics!

Nuisance

Every often, I will question myself about what exactly do I want.... Till now, I am still lost. Maybe "Alice" should come and find me in her wonderland and bring me light to the way out of her world.

Been having real frequent headaches these days. Especially on the left side. Almost every day or every other day. The migraine medi that doc gave and the panadol extras dun work on me anymore.... DIE! Wanna bang my head on the walls and smash it liao... Wondering if I have brain tumors liao.... IF really diagnosed to be positive, dunno if I will undergo treatments hor... Maybe just let it be? LIVE TO DIE....

There are getting more cases of healthy people dying in their sleep. They have no illnesses, have no bad habits like drinking and smoking, have been eating healthily and been exercising regularly. But they died just like that. ALAS! It's really all fated and destined. Nothing you do or dun do is going to change that.

Since life is so unpredictable, I am back to thinking if one should just live for that moment. Just enjoy every moment as it is? Then, how can one enjoy oneself to the fullest leh? Looking at friends around me, especially PB; it's like they can really truly be happy. Do whatever they like, whatever they want. Have meanings in their lives. Why can't I? PB and BB told me that it's bec I chose to have the hard way out... I din deliberately chose the hard way, but, probably I did. Maybe it's just me. Have the widest restrictions based on principles and beliefs and emotions?

What kind of person am I.... I wonder....

Am I happy? I think not... Although most of the times, I may appear to be. Can I be happy? I dunno... One of my friends then asked me, why do I need to wear a mask? I don't see myself as wearing a mask lor, just that I will naturally display my so-called happiness more when I am actually feeling blue inside. Maybe so that I can don't have people asking me why? I dunno why actually. Anyway, when I am not talking, it doesn't necessarily mean that I am unhappy/moody/got problems. I am just enjoying my silence. :) Especially now that I have severe headaches most of the times, I just dun feel like opening my mouth. (going to have bad breath liao. EEeeks!)

I think I am still better in expressing myself through writing. Dun really like talking. Hahahaha...

For my friends who are reading this blog and are worried about me, don't be! I am fine! Really! Just penning some of my thoughts. Don't ask me about it too, as I won't feel like talking about it.
CHEERS! ;)

Long-time Friend

Cute photo hor... Make a guess! Girl or boy? Is a HE la... Hahahaha.... Wonder why his parents will tie his hair up like a girl and take a pic. Maybe they had wanted a girl initially? ;)

Met up with him to show him this photo for use in his wedding. (have not meet up for about 6,7,8 years?) He wanted to keep this photo, but I refused, because it's just too cute! And furthermore, he had given it to me when he penned in my autograph book wat. So, it's already mine! Decided to scan it in for him to use instead. *bleh* :p

Went for dinner and chill out at Alley Bar in town. Did some catching up and re-capping of our secondary school days.... He told me I was an ice cold girl during then. Seldom talk, don't open up; shutting people away maybe? Luckily I haven't been nasty. He was an anti-social (he din felt so) and quiet too during then. We seldom communicate with each other. Then how did we get to know each other and go out?? Haahaa.... Will be a mystery. By the way, I like his nose! Very very nice! Cut it off and fix it on me? wahahaha...

Really glad to have been able to meet up with him. (have been arranging for months liao! haahaa... but I always "put aeroplanes") Relive some of those old school days memories... Maybe I should start to meet more of my long-lost friends? See how la.... LAZY BUM. HAHAHAHA....

GaVe Up WiTHouT TrYinG

I was saying I got qualified for the draw to enter the WRX Challenge right...Well, after much consideration, I decided not to go at all...LOL

Was celebrating bday for one of my ex-colleagues the previous night, and had to miss all the after-programs so that I can have enough sleep for the next day's challenge. But alas! Had "stomache" when back home. It was painful... Thus, decided to give up going even without trying; as I was thinking, even if I got picked, I would not have the stamina to pull through to the end, having done no preparation work at all. Thank goodness I din go! Was having severe headache on sat! To the extent that no medication could help take the pain away... Like what it usually could. And the pain though subsided, is still here...Maybe brain dirty... Maybe some incurable disease... I am going to die soon!!!

Winner for this year's WRX Challenge goes to a 25 yr old Navy guy, who lasted for 73hrs 56min 21sec! That's slightly more than 3 days! But the highest record is still made in 2004, with 74hrs 59min. Poor thing for the 2nd longest-standing guy! The longest standing gal goes to a 31 yr old staff nurse - the only female in the top 20 list.

Wonder how they could go without sleep for so long. For me, having to lose sleep for just a day due to my mj session, can already leave me tired-till-dunno-wat the next night! Practically ZOMBIE! Simply wanna just head for the bed! Not to say 3 nights??! And cannot do anything during the challenge too! Won't be boring meh... So, dunno considered as blessing or not, that I got stomache on the night before. At least I won't feel so "yuan wang"? Especially since it has always been a guy being the winner for this challenge. A way for consoling myself la... But then, if I were to enter the challenge, I might break the record leh? Wahaahaahaa.... Dream on....